Thanks for reminding me that every connection is a win
And if I'm not making the world a better place
There's no point of anyone listening
Staring at this empty space
That you were sitting in
Hoping I'll be able to see you
See you right there again
Guidance I tried to supply it
Always the best I can
But it don't mean nothing unless it's coming from
Coming from a better man
And honestly 20/20
I'm not doing the best I can
No excuses but my world is hurting
I hope you understand
That I'm just here for your company
And as the Earth turns
God's message is wasted on me
I try to be better but sometimes we just can't quit
Is it even worth trying?
I don't know if it is
Walk around
I can't walk around with another ghost behind my eyes
When they talk about
When they talk about if my friend is dead or alive
I say he was so alive
It's like snakes inside of me
Boa constriction
All my thoughts and mind, all the time
But I can't give in
I'll just keep on trucking I guess
Until it all sets in
I'll count the days, the hours, the minutes, and the seconds
Walk around
I can't walk around with another ghost behind my eyes
When they talk about
When they talk about if my friend is dead or alive
I say he was so alive
(Glenn Gilson, 2014)
My Dreamz