[Verse 1: Welsh]
Started to become lost when I was 4
Lost my Pop-Pop and couldn't take more
Scared out of my mind for sure
As I kid I was called names and made fun of
Friends with me?
Nah people would run
Abandoned in my own atmosphere
Had the whole world to fear
Deep below the stratosphere
Im left with none of my peers
Just filled with everyone of my tears
Momma has no money
My grandmoms upset
I overcame the odds
Truly feeling blessed
But when that enemy comes
Make that entity run
You hunt for light inside of the black hole
Its about survival in the land of k**ers
If they gimmie hate
I act bigger & give love to them in return
Looking to get everything I deserve
I was drowning in my own failure
But swimming from my destiny
Still its ridiculous
My innocence is over shadowed by a few incidents
When it hits the equivalence is being blind to the vividness
Im the broken wing bird tryna fly
Im the fighter jet falling from the sky
Im the kid in the yard playing wit no friends
Im the kid that felt dead in the end
Ive been treated like an animal
Always hearing mush, mush
But when i wanna speak its hush, hush
Everydays an obstacle
But nothing is impossible
Sometimes I act happy
Sometimes its improvable
Im done being tortured
Maybe now Ill be worshiped
Through all the injuries
Its not gonna be left a mystery that im in it for a heavy delivery
August 7th i came
But when I die, Ill be sure people are missing me
Maybe Im a little shy & not outgoing
Through these words im showing you be anything if you act like you were chosen
Cause this is your moment
My moment, the moment, everybodys moment!
[Hook: Welsh]
When the world is on your shoulder, path through the pain
The world makes you insane, make the world feel the same
Let it be spoken through the struggle that Im surviving
Heart of a lion and mind of a genius
What I see, I tell you ain't never seen this
I tell you Im a soldier, I tell you Im a soldier
We walk the same path, we got different shoes
We got the same eyes, we got different views
I tell you Im a soldier
[Verse 2: O.D.I.N.]
Yeah gotta be a soldier
Sitting here, sitting here, yeah I'm so sober
I'm the opposite of Welsh yet always a loner
Friends around me I can't keep my composure
Countin' the tallies of how much I've been f**ed over
Got all the luck of a 3 leaf clover
All these drunks and stoners picking me apart, like "You drinkin' soda?"
Im just doing what Im supposed to
The eyes of the poacher
All these f**ing king cobras
Scars on my smile, Im such a joker
The remnants all I have
One day it's good, one day it's bad
One day it's straight, the next it's f*gged
Gotta lead the charge
Gotta capture the flag
Toss me a mag, bang, bang
Shoot 'em all in the legs
They're gonna suffer in pain
I'm gonna muster the strength to cut off the chains
Life's a battle of Montrose and Paige
Gods among me
f** with my name
Pluck of the strings
Nothing but change
Yet my wallets full of f**ing mistakes
Robbin the bank
Not a soldier, Im just playing the game
Stuck between love and some hate
Toss a grenade
Walk through the flames
Surviving the bite of the fangs
Got 'em all in my veins
Saving Mary Jane
It's not what you think
Doc Oc pulling me under the waves
How much can I take?
Till I'm just ripped apart
Legs and arms, cars crash and we all false start
Wound in the heart, fragments and shards
Pull myself together
There's a fault in our stars
Green isn't the symbol of art
Just be what you are
Its a shame we can't truly live
We're all dead inside trying to revive a lie
In some new skin
Bullets wiz by, as guns cry
As I just wait, just wait
This isn't the end
When my pen runs out of ink there'll be blood in my pen
Yeah
And Still I Wander
And still I ponder
There'll be blood in my pen