When everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch
To ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much
And everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar
There was light trapped where the sun was
This is harder than i thought
I will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing
Where you were convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects
I saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body
I saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here
I saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag
I saw your coat and i hate this
This is harder than i thought