[Verse 1]
I've been fighting with myself for seventeen years
Some nights I wish that I could just disappear
When I talk, not sincere, I don't fit in with my peers
They've been tryna talk to Edgar, hope you know that he's not there
[Chorus]
Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough
Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff
All this sh*t keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck
Damn, I think I'm running out of fu*ks to give
I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a sh*t
Say you're sorry, but will never change the sh*t that you did
So don't waste all my time with your liеs and your fears
[Verse 2]
Brain wastes away, and I'll watch it decay
Sitting down with my thoughts, I watch 'еm all rot away
I saw all my friends leave, I watched 'em fading away
But there's nothing I could do, there's nothing that I could say
Oh, you're sorry, I don't care, said I need you, never there
With my feelings in this chair, hope you know that life ain't fair
Think we cool, no, we not, hope you burn, hope you rot
I ain't give a second thought when I shoot the second shot
[Chorus]
Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up
Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough
Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff
All this sh*t keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck
Damn, I think I'm running out of fu*ks to give
I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a sh*t
Say you're sorry, but will never change the sh*t that you did
So don't waste all my time with your lies and your fears