[Intro] Yeah Ugh Word C'mon [Hook] Real, reality, reality real Real, reality, reality real I'm showing y'all how reality feels I hope to stay alive before reality k**s Let's talk about it Reality real Real, reality, reality real I hope to stay alive before reality k**s Reality real [Verse 1] It's not easy watching your friends leave Or taking care of your friends needs My homegirl tried to sell me a 10-speed I couldn't buy it cuz my account was empty And when the money dries up Friends scramble to break fast Just to see they sunny side up None of these dummies got bucks, they just Know I rap like when the mummy rise up I spent months in my room on the damn floor Ton of girls coming through I was a man who*e Black bras, black thongs, funny they ain't avoid me I still got black balled That's why the girls hate him Still trying to achieve, I got the world waiting I ain't lazy, I learned patience I know the first 3 seasons of Grey's Anatomy verbatim I'm living life through a drama show Felt like Preston Burke dating Sandra O Cardio doctor with a heart of gold Said the wrong sh** and they told that man he gotta go I really don't like to party though
[?] asks me all the time if I wanna go I used to, but nowadays it's probably no I wouldn't even step foot in club Monaco Vamonos, disappear I'm a ghost I just need a Playstation and a bottle close I want a threesome with a model most I hope she know a good-bye, cuz adios Hoping the sun 'ill shine more Con Ed threatened to cut the lights off Time lost, I'm past [?] but can't drive The fans watch me as a URL mascot I'm tied down like an ascot There's only damn near pennies in the stash box How can I survive sh** like this I dropped out of NYU to live like this? My producer is damn near homeless He still move smooth like he cashmere coated I'm past being focused Mickey mouse that was last years opus And fans barely noticed Went from getting checks everyday To waiting on a label check any day Well anyway, many say I'm exiled And my man French is holding the X down Man f** being the best now I wanna to settle down I'm trying be a chef now Until then I infect crowds with West Nile Pull the mask off and start spitting like reptile I was freshman in XXL, wind up in debt and stuck inside the hell The Achievement going to drop? Aggh f** it, oh well.. [Hook]