[Verse 1: Hanstead]
I'm looking at my life again and watching it progressing//
Use this music as councillors cause its so effective//
I've been knocked, but got back up I think life's got the message//
That I won't go anyway, I'm pa**ing all the testing//
But where I am now, I've still got lots of stresses//
I've still got negativity, these thoughts I'm still processing//
Trying to not to let them in, im trying to protest them//
I'm trying to better myself , in me I now investing//
I quit my job cause they were c*nt and now doing management//
But when I do, the stress was high, I struggled to just handle it//
If you no me, I battle on, so I never had a plan to quit//
People choose to run away, im the one who ran to it//
But I'm nervous everyday, but emotions I just battle through//
I do a brief to a 100 people, and hope that they don't rattle you//
The nerves I have can make me shake, but won't let these nerves capture you//
But I'm still me so can fall, but its fine when people are catching you//
[Verse 2: Hanstead]
All the time I still get stressed; I f**ed me up with all my debt//
I'm trying to pay it everyday, I feel I need a full reset//
Its drag me down everyday, but I pretend I'm cool with it//
It k**s my wages so I am broke, how I can I pay all of it?//
I struggle with my bills and on top of it I drink to much//
So taking all my money and about my health I think to much//
So thoughts are going through my head, think about the things I love//
I need some help, but can not ask as the words they sting to much//
I'm trying to please everyone, but feel like nothing good enough//
Maybe I should just please me, cause feel like I have took enough//
All the sh** and all the blame, I still feel im the hated kid//
And everyone just f**s me off, I'm not sure if I make it this//
I feel I am a good guy and all these people take the piss//
Cause they are looking down on me, like they don't take a sh**//
And it don't stink, stupid pricks, I slap them to they break to bits//
I said someday I'll be better than you and now I am so save your sh**//