[Verse 1: Merkules]
Stuey Kubrick
I came a long way from lurking at the shop, in just a couple years you'll see Murky on the top. Somewhere in Jamacia drinking bourbon on the rocks, because my purpose is to win and your purpose is to watch. (hehe) Never question what I do it for, this life is beautiful even when it is unusual. See I could rap about money like it's suitable but I've been trying to put that sh** to rest, this' the funeral. That 'ain't happiness. I 'ain't like them other guys, happiness to me is when I look into my mother's eyes honestly the thought of is giving me the bu*terflies. Used to have depression never mentioned how I wanna die. Why? It doesn't matter 'cuz I'm over it. Here's a middle finger to the critics with a bone to pick, because I've been drowning in an ocean full of hopelessness drinking henne straight out the bottle let's have a toast to it
[Chorus: Merkules]
I'm by myself
There's no self-doubt
I'm by myself
I've lost all doubt
See I was down and out but then I got back up
These people tend to talk but I don't hear that stuff
They used to count me out but now they're on my side
I'm screaming “f** ‘em all” yeah all it takes is time
[Verse 2: Merkules]
I used to dream about having a million dollars with a nice whip but really I should have just went to college, got a good job, or even became a scholar, but I got married to the game and I'm f**ing the maid of honor. A different posture, surrounded by all these wise guys, the fine line in the middle, I watched the time fly. I don't care about the rules you abide by, I'm with the devil having dinner with no wifi. And now these demons keep crawling on my shoulders, I finish up my plate and then I'm leaving with a chauffeur. They used to hate my guts and now they see me on these posters, I'm rolling up a blunt because I need a little closure. Plus I'm sick of dealing with these females, I can see right through ‘em I see the details. It feels like I've been in jail and I need bail, everyone wants on the train until it derails
[Chorus: Merkules]
See I was down and out but then I got back up
These people tend to talk but I don't hear that stuff
They used to count me out but now they're on my side
I'm screaming “f** ‘em all” yeah all it takes is time
I'm by myself
There's no self-doubt
I'm by myself
I've lost all doubt
I'm by myself
There's no self-doubt
I'm by myself
I've lost all doubt