[Verse 1]
It's just another night
And it's not even cold
I'm about to take another stroll
To the park and blow smoke
In another effort to calm my thoughts
And reach into my soul
Materialistically, I'm fully grown
My actions have fully shown that I still need to learn
And I still need to love
And I still need to burn this herb
Just to keep my mind above
The mentality of push and shove
And the ban*lity of kush and run
I spend this time to reflect all that I've done
I shake and I tremble
I need the ba** and the treble
And I'll be reachin red levels
When I'm tempted by the devil
My mental pendulum swings
Thinking about ending things
I strayed away from my path
So i give my dad a ring
[HOOK]
(Phone rings)
Hello are you there?
Can anybody hear me
I said is anybody there
Can somebody heal me?
Shouting at the air
Why don't the world feel me
Chillin by the riverside
Hoping America steals me
[Verse 2]
The clouds in my brain are as thick as the grain
That I tried to swim against, it made me insane
So inane, I dont need to be afraid of the end result
Either way, win or fail
I will never gonna give up
For the attention or the simple lack thereof
Have I mentioned
I love these lessons
They keep me guessing
When the next message
Is sent my way
When it's my day to go
Will you say that I'm fake?
I will say nope
Will I cope with the change
Elope on the next page
Why do I feel caged in a world so free
Why do we gotta pay every fee
Why don't I freeze when I feel the breeze when the snow covers the leaves
Will even have a summer?
These are things
I wonder? As I ponder
Over yonder, walking by the water
Am I a monster?
Yea I'm a goner, don't bother
Trying to call or text
I'll be callin' mom, When I get home
Cuz I been feelin the need to check
[HOOK]
(Phone rings)
Hello are you there?
Can anybody hear me
I said is anybody there
Can somebody heal me?
Shouting at the air
Why don't the world feel me
Chillin by the riverside
Hoping America steals me
Dreaming since sixteen, born to be infinity
Experiment each possibility, for extra XP
These nerd similes used to make me feel so empty
Then I embraced it, I saw an obstacle and faced it
Thankfully my Egos dead, because the mushshrooms erased it
Yea its true, you just don't wanna face it
Don't get baited
Don't let'em test you
Or get the best of you
Us against the rest
Now, look at me next to you
[HOOK]
(Phone rings)
Hello are you there?
Can anybody hear me
I said is anybody there
Can somebody heal me?
Shouting at the air
Why don't the world feel me
Chillin by the riverside
Hoping America steals me
(Busy line tone)