Chorus
I ain't even been outside no more I just and I waste and I watch the clock
sh*t like tick and tock
Dead friends ion even wanna talk
Seems like everyday we care about pay mindset living on the block
Till ya heart stop
Broke phone don't even wanna talk yeah
Verse
Ion even wanna talk
Ion even wanna take up space right now in this muafu*king box
I call my home I hate my thoughts
I won't eat food just rot
Everyday I rise tryna find my cause tryna hide that way I walk
Till ya dead in the grave
Live for a hay day
Everyday wе waste for what? So I
Chorus
I ain't even been outsidе no more I just and I waste and I watch the clock
sh*t like tick and tock
Dead friends ion even wanna talk
Seems like everyday we care about pay mindset living on the block
Till ya heart stop
Broke phone don't even wanna talk yeah
Verse
The passage of time
Know this sh*t always stay on my mind
Probably why ion sleep but I sit all the time
Can't even get a break I don't feel fine
Don't wanna shine
I'm afraid of the light but I don't know why
Feel like I'm dying
I'm up real high but feel like cryin
Felt my soul creep
sh*t got real I'm scared can't lie
Won't get no help they ain't on my side
Ain't had no real therapy
Feel my soul leak
From my spine when I float by
Real sh*t I feel like bible lied
Feel like God don't wanna hold me
Chorus
I ain't even been outside no more I just and I waste and I watch the clock
sh*t like tick and tock
Dead friends ion even wanna talk
Seems like everyday we care about pay mindset living in ya thoughts
Till ya heart stop
Broke phone don't even wanna talk yeah