Embarra**ed, possessed, and so uncivilised Just take a look at the whites of my eyes See me now and I will apologise For me, for you, we know they were lies It makes me angry, ashamed, and really alive It may have worked, but at what price? Made a choice, made a life, made a laugh and a start And all that happened was more and more junk Feel the guilt of a sinner Feel the cold of a winter Maybe richer, wish I was wiser
Seemed the easy thing to start going too far Beg me to stop, hate my face I know Tell me forever just to go Just one thing before I get to sleep Nothing here, just the stains on my teeth No, not blood, but liquid from you I only wish that it was the truth Feel the guilt of a sinner Feel the cold of a winter It was no surface but all feeling Maybe at the time it felt like dreaming