From under the big smooth stone The one I got in all the way from the river myself It’s rea**uring coolness supposed to cover up the mess… This disruption of structure… Came a fearful deliberate gnawing The sound, it pounds and tears at every part of me It resounds, it speaks of sickening familiarity It’s origin, it’s source a hungry biomechanical specimen Which gnaws, which crawls at the carefully composed nature of things Enlarging, enhancing this hole beneath my stone To which content, which life I am surely losing myself But it held me It saved me And it took me Away from this painful inadequacy And the gnawing… gave in to a moaning
The moaning… gave in to a call Which manifested itself as an idea Unfolding a path into a deeper order of complexity I role, I slide the stone away too easily They’re near, they’re here swarming superlativity Heirlooms, gates key and gaurdian all at once Past, Future, Present all are one And I see, I kneel – bio morph of ultra conciousness So huge - and give myself to absoluteness And how I’ve begged, I’ve prayed for this release Often wondered is there anyone here like me? And as I become part of impossibility I hear a whispering in the centre of my mind A voice, a love entrusting me… That I never have to be alone again