It was 1995: that's the last time I remember the two of them side by side Summer 2003 he said the world collapsed around me and left me with my peace of mind I really hope you're doing OK But more than that I just hope you stay And I know It doesn't have to be this way But I've grown To the excuses that I make I'm louder than the dead in the dirt And I've lost all control of my temper
But I'm taking my time to make this work I'm gonna die like this, a pacifist can't you see? Honestly can you really blame me I never stood a chance in this place This place isn't beautiful to me And I know It doesn't have to be this way But I've grown To the excuses that I make I hope That there's a way to make you stay But you know There's just some things that never change