[Lucidious: Verse 1]
Yeah
This one's for you homie
They say the key to success is forgiveness
I never thought that I would have to write you this letter
It's been a long time since the day that we severed
I really tried to let it go
Do you remember?
All the stupid sh** we did kids and thought it was clever? Damn
Don't forget that my birthday is in December
Normally we'd have a cake together but whatever
Guess I wish you luck in all your future endeavors
Don'toffense if don't answer your text and deal with the pressure
Do you remember the first time that we made a track?
Back in college yo I couldn't even rap
You would tell me I was dope
Tommy one day we gon' make it
Couple of months later I was releasing changes
Put you in the video, had to rearrange it for my right hand man
You lost a brotherhood over a one-night stand
Now I know one night can
Ruin every thing we love and everything that we planned, damn
[Merissa Shaban: HOOK]
Part of me hopes you will hear this song,
Didn't think you'd f** up but I was wrong,
Held onto this feeling for too long,
Yeah yeah
Kinda nervous, a little insecure,
But I won't let it bring me down no more
No, no more, yeah yeah
[Lucidious: Verse 2]
The worst part about it is I lost your family too,
Haven't spoken since it happened yo I'm barely pulling through
Rapping in a booth, finally exposing truth,
How'd you even get it up when I was in the other room
In my mind wish I could fix it
Dealing with addiction all this sh** got me conflicted
You the cause of this division,
I swear to god that I will listen just get me out of the prison
I'm so sick of all the b**hing
Need to find a way outta this algorithm I been living in
Been pessimistic as kid it I had to get it quick
Pop was busy mom was crying I could never sleep
How the f** you'd turn into a memory I'll never keep?
If you feel the pain I feel I know you feel it deep
I turned into a person that I never wanna f**ing see
Probably shatter a mirror just by looking at it
Co-dependent I'm aggressive I just hate the fact that
You would stab me in the back,
Leave me right here writing tracks about the past
I need to let it go but I'm still f**ing mad
Speaking through the wire with this microphone
Hoping that I reach you when I'm on a stage and I perform,
Hate my music but I'm standing right where I belong,
It's time to let you go sorry but I'm moving on
I wish you luck and nothing but success I turn this lighter on,
Light a candle say goodbye blow it out as you play the song.
[Merissa Shaban: HOOK]
Part of me hopes you will hear this song,
Didn't think you'd f** up but I was wrong,
Held onto this feeling for too long,
Yeah yeah
Kinda nervous, a little insecure,
But I won't let it bring me down no more
No, no more, yeah yeah