[Verse 1 Lucid Optics]
Limerence
Never seen a love as grim as this
Brewing as innocence but chemists interfered
It would appear that they adhere to the recipe
But they obsess over ingredients, procedure gets messy
My stomach is having epilepsy
The epicenter of damage disconnecting from the world
And every other form of energy condensed the vibrations
My life is the remainder of an unbalanced equation
?? forsaken space, no relocation
This property has never been anyone's for the taking
There's billions of others swimming circles round this shipwreck
And in my mind I see you swimming in puddles of piss sweat
Wrist red - I thought I loved her for the rigid edge, but
Here I am stealing lives and giving d**h
These people are the casualties, so die happily
Who is the hero here actually?
Everybody's calling Sleepyhead a travesty
We're proving none of them wrong handing money to the majesties
Now apathy is lacing their brainwaves and tracing a portrait
Of this town burning down the ashy ways
You said you loved me
I tried to say, "that is impossible"
A thousand mile obstacle reflecting in the opticals
This ocean separates like universes
I've got my hand in my pockets tryna' block the mental shock, I
Wish I had your picture in a locket
The only photograph that I have is burned into my eye socket
But the smell of blackened flesh is better than your dragon breath
Do you have a sec?
Lets catch on who you haven't (read?)
And she laughed and giggled, that me want her back
But that second I grasped what I never really had:
A love as pure as what we read growing up
Fought to win her back and realized I was in love with myself the whole time
No sh**. how f**in' self-absorbed are we?
Yup, and I finally left everybody the f** alone
...Probably for good