Chorus:
Will my voice be heard, when I cry for help
Somebody save me, save me from myself
When the only thing I have are people I'm not with
Dreams I can't attain, somebody stop this
I rage into microphones whenever I plummet
Somebody save me from the emptiness inside my stomach
Save me from just wanting to shrivel up and go
Save me from the screams and the depressive episodes
Verse 1:
Another depressive episode woke up at three thirty
Sink in the couch only come out when my back and knees hurting
I got so much stuff to do I'm overthinking it
And as I'm thinking I fall into another daydream sinkin in
Idealistic visions and alienated friends
A depressive episode it came here to make amends
I'm sorry I took over you its just I got kicked out of the last dude
He fired me the tears dropped and ash flew
All I see is hopelessness and all I hear is cars
All I fear is smoke, and obstacles near and far
Cuz life is suffering but it seems I feel it five times more
Only peace I have when I'm on the stage and my lines I pour
But everything cut off but school just continues
World a disaster fools just continue
I'll continue this next verse I've reached a fork in the song
Hopefully I don't break down while the chorus is on
[Chorus]
Verse 2:
Talk to myself why can we never help each other
We break each other with shields but never sisters and brothers
Afraid of livin purpose is stripped from the path I'm treading
Afraid of time space hatred in humans and armageddon
And people caught in a cloud they hope don't take em to heaven
If insurance don't provide like you'll be better in a second
I hate detachment but it ain't better lonely
Want me to write essays I can't write a word let a lone three
Came to you too many breakdowns I'm pathetic youll see
I can't deal can't feel so I'm pennin' the heat
Stomach churns hearts heavy until the tides turn
Feel empty but grateful for every heart I've earned
I saunter man you know that emptiness that clings you in its grip
So you talk to tons of people just to see who will fit
To give you a conversation that will ease you when your sick
Depressive episode fades said I'll see you in a bit
[Chorus]
Outro [2x]:
If I had one wish that I could sustain
I would stop the depressive episodes and stop all the pain
And If I had all the eternal power to help
I would make everyone just not feel like k**in themselves