Man I swear to God I couldn't tell you everything that I done been through
Memories fade, things change and your friends too
Till they see you made it, bet they hate you in a Benz coupe
Middle fingers waving, give a f** if it offends you
I been gone a couple months, haven't heard from you
Maybe I been smoking too much and I just turned from you
She gon' disagree but b**h it ain't no mystery
My bank history don't count a single dollar that I earned from you
And it's hard for me to say it, but I live for it
Part of me remembers everything that I give for it;
Had to take some time to put together all the pieces
You can never take it back and I know it cause I wished for it
Whip imported, doors open up distorted
Shift floor it, till the brake pedal lose grip for it
Living reckless and forgetting to remember it
But I could give a f** they say I live like a degenerate
This ain't what you came for, it started sounding different
Speaking from the brain started making all the difference
My predicament is what I really wasn't ready for
Used to drink heavy now I'm really drinking heavy more
Been together seven years it's time for me to go
I need to hit the road again its time for me to blow;
Swear I think about you all the time but down deep I know
That if I try to stay that I'll be headed 6 feet below
What will they say when I ain't coming through the door?
Maybe I was lost, maybe it was you I'm looking for;
I know it's hard for me to leave but that's the beauty of the war
sh** is breaking me down, straight through me to the core
I'm bout to make a few calls, we gonna pick up some trees
Didn't know me back then, I kept a trick up my sleeves
Watch me bend a few corners as I shift up the speed
Run game on your girl and get that b**h what she needs
Man this sh** is a breeze, switch my income to g's
Came up from nothing, swear that I been one with steez
I was whippin' through the city, got my main b**h Nikki with me
She gon' hold me down with the sh** until it comes to get me
At least that's what I thought, but then it went and hit me
Maybe you the reason that my bottle always running empty
Is it May or December? What's my name I can't remember?
" Baby to the Jay, don't you say it every song you sent me? "
" What's the matter, you forgetting where you came from?
Drugs and the liquor and the weed got your brain numb?
Tell yourself you doing good, sh** you must be plain dumb
Let me take you back tell me where to book the plane from? "
But I ain't coming back, b**h I'm on my own two
Cut a b**h off, got the numbers in my phone new
Jesus couldn't save you if he had somebody clone you
Charging more interest than a motherf**ing loan do
Who do you call when everybody's in the past?
I be staring at the walls, they don't answer when I ask
Like what the f** I'm gonna do? If I don't think of something fast
Ill be laying 6 feet, buried underneath the gra** and it's;
It's a cold game, she do this sh** with no shame
Fell in love with it, get a rush from it (c**aine)
Fire propane, time to do my own thing
Sometimes, you gotta look away when the phone rings
I been doing good incase you might've wondered
I've been drinking all night and getting high these few summers
I was tryna make a living, 18 was on my own
Somehow, found a way and by 20 I was grown
Swear to God, I couldn't tell you everything that I done been through
Memories fade, things change and your friends too
Till they see you made it, bet they hate you in a Benz coupe
Middle finger waving, Ima make this sh** offend you
I'm breaking up with you, I'll be gone before you know it
Couldn't tell you how I feel, I made a song so I could show it
I could sell you with the words, all along I been a poet
Smell it in the air, that's cause I'm rolling strong when I blow it
I remember being young when I first met you
You took the air from my lungs and it hurts that's true
But at the end of the day I guess I paid that price;
If I got one thing to say, I hope you played that twice