As you sat on the bed
Moments from your end
Inconceivable dread
Inches from your head
I can't bear to imagine you
In that horror scene
One too sad to be
In my mind's eye I am there
Embracing you so scared
Now you k** me too
You k**ed me too
Decidedly willing to lie for you
Absolutely willing to cry for you
Ill at ease in saying goodbye to you
A part of me will never know
I am there again, intervals of red
An accomplice to
Things I couldn't do
In a fable disabled
I say words like foolish son
God what have you done
I'm a thin blue clich?, hopelessly
I'm a mouthful of doubtful
Decidedly willing to lie for you
Say again
Willing to cry for you
Finally saying goodbye to you
A part of you I'll never know
Looking through the spygla** in a punctured sky
While your garden died
You couldn't see the sky for your fallen stars?
Endless in your arms
You were still alive even as the sad astronaut