Okay my last ep was about some b**h and I regret it
Wasn't worth the lead and my pencil shouldn't let it
Get to me, How i was feelin at the moment
Seems that i only profit off my negative emotions
I know it and its accepted so i dont run from it, its expected
But yo they wondering whats in store they hopin i got more with the flowers he done bended
And i burned down the morg, i dont talk to her i ain't conserned about her no more chatter
What we had has been shattered it doesnt matter see im prayin for a change developin a pattern
On becoming just another f**in a**hole rapper
These beats ima merce they bring out the worst
Wear my heart on my sleeve you can tell how my shirts been torn worn out
Emotionally drained and still i always get the last word
So f** her
They tell me to stay humble and not let it go to my head these chicks are opportunists
They just tryna get ahead ain't droppin coins on'em no tails no heads
And i dont f** groupies i just let them give me....hahah
Sorry to brag now im back on that other sh** you can keep debating
And hating thats on some s**er sh** these dudes man standing around b**hin on some huddle sh**
Ima k** the game, get the money for the f** of it
Gonna yell out ima sell out tell now i fell down
Drop a couple projects critics went and fell out
I make'em eat their words ima show'em where the south lives
Talk is cheap put that money where your mouth is
Folks wrote me off instead i wrote a song and i remain calm but its hard not to respond
Underated and i made it and i thought that i'd be on by now
Got me thinkin where the f** i go wrong well i guess its all perspective
His last year was hectic made some mistakes learned a couple life lessons
Not to mention sh** vonnegutt kept him guessin, no album out with big boy
Rippin up let'him in, i mean my sh** could be worse
I mean i guess its really how these words get dispersed
Now im overthinking why im so under the radar you tryna feed me off a plate that ya'll already ate off
Heart keeps pumping like i just bumped an eightball reasuring myself that hardwork pays off
Calised hands held the pen till it bled eagerly i tried to figure out what was in my head
So more fans told me they want those double rhymes thats not who i am anymore
That was another time, when i was stumblin tryna run through all the rubble
Latchin on to music as my whole world f**in crumbled
Everyone refruttin a**uming i couldn't do it sh** is so soothing
Laugh as they tune in, claimin defimation well go ahead b**h sew me
Snaped on those tracks left our past out in ruins
Runnin on fumes now i need to refuel my body needs a re-up or atleast a reboot
No time to kick my feet up pay attention to reviews, cuz me givin up is something i just can't compute
They said i got a deal out the blue the black sheep of purple ribbon eyes red green hittin
Now i need some visene seeing gasoline dreams amber alert im only bumpin tangerine
They coming for my arteries tryna alter my artistry my girl wants a piece of me
The games gotten all of me with everything at stake i figure thats the way it oughta be
Since follow once to follow me so obviously im hard to reach
f** being modest when my sh** is so toxic hold a beat hostage i think i lost it in austin
Dealin with the hand i was dealt, im loosing my grip see now the cards are playing themselves
Go an keep me off the list to these new kids see i ain't trippin im just spittin b**h
Time for me to prove it, props from ?? load it up on new kicks time to put my work in
Blow up like a nuke b**h
Im a mutha f**in problem