Looking for answers in all the wrong places
Won't find a better me at the bottom of a bottle
Constantly stressed, there's a heavy weight on my chest
Filled with sorrow, don't seem to care if I live tomorrow
With each sip I'm closer to the edge
Gla**y eyed, can barely stand
Just one more drink and I'll call it quits
The party's been over but still I'm wanting more
Always chasing that buzz
Trying to access my feelings, I'm mentally numb
Crack open another beer, that familiar sound of self-sabotage
With each sip I'm closer to the edge
Gla**y eyed, can barely stand
Just one more drink and I'll call it quits
Can't face myself, can't face my fears
Goddamn it, I'm drunk again
How did I get here? Something has got to change
I feel I've lost control
I'm weak and feeble, but can I be strong?
Can I redefine myself? How long has it been?
I've become estranged from sobriety
Tired of the self delusion
Tired of the dependency
Can I break this cycle?
I want to be a break in the chain
I'll face myself
I'll face my fears