You will never
Cease to seek validation
Desperation grows
Lower than my lowest lows
Trapped inside
Where I hide
You will never know
You will never ever know, b**h
Panic sets in
As I envision the abyss I’ve crept in
Don’t come back here
Turn away knowing none can go near
Memorize this
Strict warning from a f**ing ba*tard
Misery lives
And she will hunt you till it’s all that makes sense
Another day, my friend
Into the mirror I descend
Reenact these reactions
Duplicate the appearance of pa**ion
Act up as a weapon of distraction
When deep down my nerves strike up like matches
And I’ll never leave this state of mind
I’ve tried, it’s useless, it’s useless
I remain afflicted
Forever suspicious
Of anyone that listens
Knowing well I’m nothing worth fixing
My tongue is a shovel
It dug deep
Bringing you to my level
Another day, my friend
Another day I must suffer to pretend
That this sh** doesn’t k** me
That I’m fine and no lover to misery
My own friends don’t visit me
I know why no one ever wants my company
It’s all there
My mirror Medusa, my master
My secret, my slave, my captor
From birth through d**h and forever
I won’t let you walk away yet
I take your steps as a f**ing threat
My warning is a f**ing threat
Panic sets in
As I envision the abyss I’ve crept in
Don’t come back here
Turn away knowing none can go near
Memorize this
Strict warning from a f**ing ba*tard
Misery lives
And she will hunt you till it’s all that makes sense