And sometimes I
I don't, I don't feel good
Not physically, but like ment [?] mentally
[?] Mentally
It's like I lose myself, like I'm not
Krizz anymore like [?]
Unstable
[Verse 1: Krizz Kaliko]
It seems like I would've fixed it
But I've been gone for way too long
Put a band-aid on it to fix it
But I've been barely hanging on
If this is hell, then I need help
So dark it's like I never see the sun
It's like I'm dreaming, but feels so real
And I can't be the only one
[Hook:]
Unstable! Give me a reason,
Cause I can't stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving
I'm so unstable, and I need help
Cause I can't do it by myself
Unstable! Give me a reason,
Cause I can't stop, been thinkin' 'bout leaving
I'm so unstable, and I need God
Cause by myself it's just too hard
So unstable
[Verse 2:]
Now I'm back on my coocoo medicine, it's better then
Feeling like I'd rather be in heaven if it never end
Either that or added soon to a padded room
Wish I could come back up in the womb, if there was any room
Unbirth me, this Earth hurts me
Said I'm beserk, not a single person heard me
Up and down, like working out and doing a Bur-pee
If life's a beach, then can we at least go surfing (Okay)
My scruples are gone (Ah-Huh)
I done been around a Soo-Woo group, brains are noodle soup
Pain got me jumping through these hoops
That's why I'm jumping back up in this booth
So I can figure it out and get it out
Wanna get rid of it so I gotta let it out
I'm still breathing but feeling completely
[Hook]
[Verse 3:]
Make it up, out of it, battle it, take a hit
Gotta get out of it before it gets malignant
I'm digging my own grave, and being my own slave
I figure it's gon' take a miracle one day
To get it up off me, it's k**ing me softly
The feeling is awfully, like jittering from coffee
Panic disorder, got me thinking it's over
Can't be feeling this torture, but it's fully a scorcher
Kali Baby, may be crazy since the day that he was born
But if he raised in three days, maybe he can get me through this storm
[Hook]