VERSE 01:
I come over and go to talk to you, you're gone
Your hearts empty without her
You think you're moving on
But your having some trouble getting there
But depression ain't getting you, uhh, anywhere
f**in 4 years tis this day
f** January, miserable, heart broken
Pictures on the floor, you'd smash every mirror
Yeah, let's take a look?
She just left you there to die didn't she?
Why haven't you called me yet?
I know I left three or four different times and
I'm kinda sad and sick of always looking at this
I didn't do sh** to deserve what you have put me through
This can't be true, you guys can't be over
So winter is cold, summer is hot
Everything you do is sad just thinking of you
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Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night
I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light
Saw my old sweetheart she said, "honey, I'm back"
Just so you don't die alone, just so you don't die alone
VERSE 02:
Guess you got to deal with the fact that, ma ain't never comin back
Now you've looked for many different woman
So your trying to find that special someone
Excuse to not see anyone
Useless, I'd rather pick up the phone, not at all, I don't call
You get sad hittin walls
Grow balls and let go of the past, forget what I had to say
It wasn't my call to say the sh** too you at all
I'm sick of playin these games, I'm sick of callin names
Your hurt makes me wanna blow out my brains
Like it's sh** I can't handle
I can't tell you on the phone, so I sit here making this song
Wake up in a mad state
Turn my music on, oh I remember that song
The same you played cryin in shambles
It's playin in my head repeatin in scrambles
I wake in bed, my hearts tangled, we ain't communicate
I'm havin all these visons of us fishing like the old days
It's heaven and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I
VERSE 03:
And it's been a while now, but you need to move on
With reality now, but it's just something you and moms love
You are weaker now, dealing with life's blows
And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent
And how I see you in this f**in depression
And there ain't sh** I can do about it
I know it's hard to realize it
With all these happy memories that seem to seep through your mind
I'm sorry if I ever made you sleep uncomfortably
But what you said too me, was disrespectful to me
Did it ever occur to you that you ain't my dad
Don't mistake that as if I think of you as nothing
You still is the one who made me learn the rules of the bat
Deeply saddened, I'm never gonna be mad head over heals
For what you said too me, saying my dad wasn't there for me
You and mom was suppose to be married, now your heart is crushed
We was suppose to be friendly together, and it k**s me so much
When I sleep you wake up dead, must be why I
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