Once a young boy enamored by the things that you gave me
Now a young man you wouldnt try
Cause all you turned out to be was a fallacy
That I outgrew quickly
With a busted hand and a bad knee, the patterns ossify
Your sorrows magnified
The culprit will be tried
Ill gather fragments in the palm of my hand
To self-reflect on the coward
Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me
You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
Something I dont believe in
So now Im self medicated to block out everything
Including walls you built around me
And Ive been dodging demons as a past time
At this point Im not even sure if Im alright
You couldnt find time
You'll never find time
Ill gather fragments in the palm of my hand
To self-reflect on the coward
Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me
You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
Something I dont believe in
Im not sad, Im through sulking
Im not breaking, Im not buckling
Im not sad, Im through sulking
Im not breaking, Im not buckling
Im not sad, Im through sulking
Im not breaking, Im not buckling
Im not sad, Im through sulking
Im not breaking, Im not buckling
Ill gather fragments in the palm of my hand
To self-reflect on the coward
Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me
You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
Something I dont believe in