[Verse 1:]
I'm in here chillin' in my room thinking about where I'm at
Thinking about where Ima go and thinking how Ima get
All the sh** a n***a need so they think Ima star
Need to buy some new chains probably cop a new car
I need to get a new b**h one that everyone want
One that could s** a good dick but she tell me she don't
But deep inside I'm like why man cause I'm not that guy
Don't need all them materials man I just need to get by
Sometimes I wish I didn't want
Why is people so greedy?
Why we don't all come together so we ain't got no more needy?
I remember back in high school I use to ask you for change
Now you asking for advice crazy how sh**'ll change
That's half the reason why I got so much damn anger in heart
And I'm like f** these hoes can't tell these n***as apart
I'm tired of living with grudges mayne but sh** I'm like f** it
My heart use to be filled with love now it's filled up with trouble
I'm tired of mama texting me saying this sh** gon' get better
Cause I'm down, cause I want better for my sister and brother
Better choices better decisions and less consequences
I gotta vision though it's vivid if everyone was with it
The world would be a better place
That's our way for a book
And Ima call that sh** uh, I gave not I took
[Hook:]
I don't wanna want
I wanna be content
Say I don't wanna want
Let me vent
Say I don't wanna want
I wanna be content
I don't wanna want
Let me vent
[Verse 2:]
And as I look outside I see I'm blessed than a b**h
Looking over my city but I'm stressed than a b**h
People asking about my album like my sh** don't exist
The label tell me I'm a star but I don't feel like sh**
I'm still rocking plenty shows still got plenty hoes
But goddamn n***as act like they don't know I got flow
If I drop my sh** today swear to god it's gon' go
And I promise ya'll it go harder than any rapper you know
I guess my disadvantage is a n***a being from Texas
They think I'm good cause they see me in these Rari's and Bentleys
Or is my disadvantage me wanting to be my own boss?
And not being under Wayne T.I. Diddy or Ross
And that right that make me think about the rappers before me
If we stayed true to us this sh** wouldn't be all on me
I would have some type of help
Someone I could go to
To tell me what I need to do
When this sh** I go through
But the blame ain't on you
I'm just tryna show you
And that I'm doing all this sh** I told myself I won't do
To all the rappers after me just know right now I'm going through
All this sh** for you and me so you won't have to go through
[Hook]
[Outro:]
I don't wanna want
I wanna be content
I wanna be happy with life
But I can't be, right now cause I feel like God put me in this situation
where I gotta make a better situation for the next
Not just rapping this for my family, for my friends
For people that don't even know me might not ever meet me or ever hear from me
I just feel like I'm one of them people
I'm a leader
A message
I'm bigger than what I'm doing right now
I'm bigger than my album that I'm to put out that's about to go platinum
I'm bigger than all that
This right here this just a stepping stone into what I really need to be doing with my life
You know what I'm saying?
But at the end of the day
I don't wanna want