[Hook]
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here
Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
[Verse 1]
Imagine how it feels just to live in your nightmare
Look in a mirror I'm staring at all my fear
When I wake up my heart jumps like some nike airs
But I'm stuck in it so tell me, how is life's fair?
Going def cause of pains in my right ear
Blood gushing gave me a slight scare
In hindsight if you asked me it's quite clear
It's motivation for me to get right there
To the top where feel I belong
Getting so much a** that feel like a thong
It's a whole lot of pressure but I just carry on
It's like being nocuous, spill my guts every song
They want to see me beat but I don't carry drums
So they pray I bleed like a bust cherry, (unh)
Trust is clearly gone but I'm still waiting right here
Till the walls fall, I'll be stuck in my nightmare
[Hook]
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here
Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
[Verse 2]
My scenario's always f**ed in the plot that I call life
So I'd fronting if I said that it's alright
sh** isn't always how it seems it is all hype
But I'll bounce back, yeah I am ball like
Like the bald Mike, I jump for the stars
I'm far from subpar, having fun with these bars
I'm a great writer when I'm done it's bizarre
Cause I got them all beat minus bumps and the scars
And still I can't name one person I like
So I write to escape from my personal life
My sister's job means my nightmare's coming closer
She's working and I'm right here on the sofa
Pipe dreaming, my right ears growing grosser
Lost my drive and the weird part's I'm the chauffer
So I'm supposed to, push till the wheels fall
But my nightmare's still right on my heals y'all
[Hook]
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here
Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
[Verse 3]
I have nightmares that my momma's in the ground
So my day dreams of the commas had to drown
It ain't a mixtape but drama is around
His affiliates named traumas is found
I try to deal with it although I'm depressed
Plus like chris cross now, I'm also def
Mean I can't hear, not a fan cheer
Funny how I'd dreamed that I'd shine like lamp, yeah
Swear it ain't fair, so while stand here
I think I could have gotten a** like a damn chair
But instead I'm coming live from my sister's basement
If life's a b**h then I must be mister Palin
I'm on a slope and I need no a**istance failing
I'm not falling off either I was parasailing
Now you pricks hailing I'm alright, cheers
Kissed mom, I woke up from my nightmare
[Hook]
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare
It feels like hell someone tell me why I'm here
Too strong to cry, it's why holding back my tears
I'd rather die than be stuck in a nightmare