(yea, tryna tell me how to live my life)
Check it
If only God can judge me?
Then why do I need a plea deal?
Familiar with commandments but it's still k** or be k**ed
Stuck in between the system like a CD and a [?]
Mind deteriorating off of LSD and E pills
Looking at my styrofoam I need another refill
I don't if I'm hallucinating but it seems real
Tired but anxiety will never let me be still
If you don't take advantage of your psychosis, we will
Revisiting the past, psych nurse telling me, "please chill"
Tremors so bad, when I held my cup my drink spilled
When held at the mercy of your mind, it will leave chills
Life is a prison, the only freedom is free will
Truth is hard to swallow, no such thing as a free meal
Still people point the finger at me, just be real
You ain't walked these roads either or climb these hills
I got the whole hood screaming, "HOW THE fu*k YOU THINK WE FEEL!"
Chorus:x2 (So why you tryna judge me?)
I'm just tryna live my life
I'm just tryna live my life homie
(So why you tryna judge me?)
I'm just tryna live my life
I'm just tryna live my life
All I ever had was a dollar and a dream
Now I got the knowledge of a scholar a baby mama [?]
My mama made a king
So honestly I owe her a hundred dollars for every time she hollered and she screamed
You wanna [?], what you mean?
I ain't tryna knock you but you n***as ain't talking about real product if it's green
And I be sipping lean
So f** it, pop my gun, like snap music how it make a n***a rock after he lean
I drop it then Ima sock him in his [?]
Optimistic, Ima [?], if not then I shot him in his spleen
[?] psychotic with a dream
Cus if I wasn't rapping I'd be slanging coke at colleges to teens
Your flow is kinda counterfeit it seems
I f** model b**hes with a degree in accountings, f** you mean?
You diggin through your counters for some beans
Coming from a n***a who was hustling in the county for the cream
Chorus:x2
Why? I'm personified by a lot of violence
Fire fighters and cop sirens and body hiding
I'm a one man brigade yo that's my alliance
Most of you n***as treat hustling like its rocket science
But I bet you [?] no drama huh?
You probably still living off yo daddy and mama huh?
You ain't never caught a fade but [?] huh?
That ain't yo b**h, but you claiming ya done her huh?
Red bull, Robitussin got them vodka pills
Still rapping like a n***a never got a deal
Reminiscing about my 02 Bonneville
Bout to hop up on that SS [?]
sh**, I'm dropping bars on your bar bells
So drop a bar about me and get your car tailed
Riding through the hood homie like a harsh smell
It's Brainsick, we got that work like the cartel
Chorus:x2