[Intro]
Yeah, just gonna let it all out on this one
Its not all fun and games
This is peoples lives
This is my life
[Verse 1]
See me happy man? Thats a fake smile
I got a lot on my plate this might take a while
Take a seat turn your brain off and listen up
And maybe by the end you'll know why I don't give a f**
We was living in hell, I thought of k**ing myself
Got boys sitting in cells, I try to spit cause it helps
Plus my dads sick my life is getting drastic
And magazines had the high to ask me "Whats this lad sh**?"
I give a f** about a trend or an adlay,
I only dress like this just to show you I have pay
Cause I ain't used to that I used to be a putrid chat
And ain't no way will you ever find me moving back
I'm proving facts that I'm nice on the beat
I like to take away the lives of people ice on the street
Cause I've seen it ruin lives, breaking families to bits
And don't you call that sh** soft, come and handle how we live kid
[Hook]
Its all out and its going around
Its the only reason why I put the bottle down
They will never understand, I'm the way that I am
Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again
I try, fly by, but my mind is side swiped
At night night, I fight fight and bye bye
I try hard but I can't escape
I'm so real, too real, nah I can't be fake
[Verse 2]
That addiction is yours, don't inflict it on others
Your mistake me are you listening f**er
I ain't need to see the whole crew f**ed up
This sh** be spreading like a plague and people see but shut up
You need to speak about the evil you see
But no one wanna do that f** it leave it to me
My older brother in rehab I should be by his side
But I ain't got the guts, he's stronger I will do it in time
Hah, do it in time, thats all I ever tell myself
Cause if I put it off that means today I can just do myself
And doin me that ain't something that you wanna be
Without the rhymes I'm nothing just a loser now I gotta see
The truth hurts, so this album took the life of me
I'm just me its f**ed its nothing I even try and be
When I say I'm real don't think that I'm talking tough
I mean that I'm real and I am just a f** up
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
At the moment its the truth I'mma speak it
Tell the truth I'm too scared to release it
That kinda contradicts my other tracks I do know
Call me a liar I ain't know what to do bro
Never happy deep down I'm f**ed up
Bud puffed, d** tucked, left side, lung crushed
Thats enough to make me quit right there,
You would think so but to quit I swear
I would have to change my life and get the f** away
Tomorrow ain't exciting man its just another f**ing day
I'm skin and bones, I'm a motherf**ing wreck sh**
I meant to let 'em know that I will never tread quick
Cause I'm scared I ain't feeling like I'm better yet
I'm walking slow and its getting worse with every step
I run away and meet the front of a train
The side covered in stains, I'm high and nothing remains, nah
[Hook]
[Outro]
Yeah, and I find it ironic
That the higher I get
The lower I'm digging myself in a hole
Its funny that
Yeah come outside aye
But as soon as, as soon as f**ing Australian Idol
f** me dead, Australian Idol c*nt