Out cold they found me dribbling asleep
And I don't mean no talking I don't dribble when I speak
Prescription med's, alcohol, saddies sitting next to the bowl
Sweating even though I'm cold the stress don't let it take its toll
When did this happen when I let myself turn into sh**
When I was younger man I swear I didn't wish for this
My dream was raping god if you make this happen god I will get off everything and you won't ever see me slacking nah
Then it happened now I can't live up to my own word
I feel like I betrayed you cause you went and made this work
And I ain't crazy I know you just went to set my road
I pray that happened if I didn't pray I'd be unknown
f**ing nutter f**ing d** are gone and tripped me out
You thinking that will I be thinking you should sit on down
My life's a task and its got me thinking f** it
A Pipe is pa**ed then im probably gunna puff it
Honesty ain't that what they all be begging for
Then your honest half them ain't be your fan no more
But f** it let em know people doubt me anyway
Wonder why to get to sleep i gotta pop a any-zay
That's pig latin I ain't here to hide no sh**
I meant xanax if you didn't catch me slightly flip
I march on though head be doing mad twirls
The spinning cycle got me feeling like I had 12
More then I did already tripped
Empty bottles f**ing oaf' I already sipped
No matter what I do you sitting there to judge my sh**
That's why every song I'm telling them to s** my dick
It's 2am and I'm sitting here the light is off
Tell myself to clean the act
But knowing that i might not stop
I'll be fine im the kers I gotta be strong
Coz nothin ever happened if im gonna be Scott
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It's all good but I
Can't talk now
Move forward but I
Fall back down
My maze wavy
I try to make it through
Like what's it gunna' do im only gunna' take a few
I can't stop yeah we gon' ride this out
And they gonna find me with these pages writing with me lying down
But don't wake me up I'm living life inside a dream
Well is this is better I don't know I guess its time to see
You couldn't in-lighten me but now im gettin' high for free
So quitin looking sh**ty like I gotta live my life and breathe
Be a better man try and make a better plan
Feeling like a kid but im reaching my mid 20's damn
If you could understand maybe you would feel the same
And being truthful f** I just went and destroyed my name
You love it real though broke it down real slow
Really real and I just feel only the real would know
I feel like going you are welcome to come join me
Chose to rap on stage because no-one was gonna employ me
Just a big winge' nah its from the heart cuz'
Proud of my sh** till the day comes that my heart jumps
I missed a beat I ain't talking instrumental
Worst part about it is its totally preventable
Only gotta get a few only god has ever knew
I wright my life and there is not one thing pretend its true