[Verse 1 - Olivia Louise]
Never been too good with words unless it's on the mic
When you get me face-to-face, I kinda freeze up, like…
Like I don't know what to say
I mean I do know what to say
But I'm insecure and I'm not brave
I'm always looking for approval
(Always looking on the outside)
I'm caught between who I am and who I want to be
Caught between self-love and insecurities
That's why my music's therapeutic, it's a part of me
Man, I f**ing hate the industry
And I ain't even in it yet
Cause they won't let me in just yet
And all this talk and no respect
And I ain't even made it yet
I'm starting not to care if I make it
(Oh, that's my favorite line)
Of course I care
So let me say what's really on my mind
[Chorus - Olivia Louise]
(But I am just earth stuff)
On my mind... On my mind
(But I am just earth stuff)
On my mind... On my mind
[Verse 2 - Olivia Louise]
Never been to good with words unless its on the mic
I buried that sh** deep inside
Because my actions aren't just mine
I've got a baby, nearly nine
So I gotta get this right
Sick of faking that I'm strong
Sick of men that do me wrong
Sick of all these f**ing songs
It's so depressing
But I feel healing through expression
And I refuse to keep suppressing
(But I am just earth stuff)
Oh, so full of hurt stuff
"So many lessons I have learned" stuff
Ooh, wishing that I weren't stuff
You see your lessons are just blessings in disguise
Oh, the universe provides
Experience to grow
Experience to know
How to heal my mind
[Chorus - Olivia Louise]
(But I am just earth stuff)
On my mind... On my mind
(But I am just earth stuff)
On my mind... On my mind
[Verse 3 - K. Luci]
I need you to sit down, roll one, gotta get this sh** off my chest
Lately, it's all hate, no love, lately, I've been so depressed
Lately, throbbing in my head, Advil right beside my bed
I've been sleeping less and eating less, surprised that I ain't dead
Could it be you? I'm insecure and you know it
I'm unsure for sure, am I a serf or a poet?
I gotta get Momma new housing, and buy a car with some curtains
Get my dad that Escalade he always wanted to roll in
But you ain't never want a thing, you just told me it was coming
No matter the circumstances, we'd turn nothing into something
Just don't overwork or over-stress, I'm here to take your load
You meant every word you said, you took my work, you got off that dole
No Bria, Tia, Khalifa, or Nina could come between us
Even Cherry ain't enough to stop me from coming to see you
I need to eat, and sleep, and be with you
I'm needing you
I just wanna know if in your cerebral are all the things that be teeming through my…
[Outro - Olivia Louise]
My mind...On my mind...
On my mind...On my mind...
But I am just earth stuff…
Oh, so full of hurt stuff…
"So many lessons I have learned" stuff…
Ooh, wishing that I weren't stuff…