Bittersweet, you're gonna be the d**h of me
I don't want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time
See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, that's what the virgin says
We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency
And she claim she only with me for the currency
You cut me deep b**h, cut me like surgery
And I was too proud to admit that it was hurtin' me
I'd never do that to you at least purposely
We breakin' up again
We makin' up again
But we don't love no more
I guess we f**in' then
Have you ever felt you want to k** her
And you mixed them emotions with Tequila
And you mix that with a little bad advice
On one of them bad nights you have a bad fight
And you talkin' about her family, her aunts and sh**
And she say motherf**er your mama's a b**h
You know, domestic drama and sh**
All the attitude
I'll never hit a girl but I'll shake the sh** out of you
But Ima be the bigger man
Big pimpin' like Jigga man
Oh I guess I figure it's
Bittersweet,
You're gonna be the d**h of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and I hate you at the very same time
See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, that's what the virgin says
We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency
And my n***as said I shouldn't let it worry me
I need to focus on the girls we getting currently
But I been thinking and it got me back to sinkin' it
this relationship even got me back to drinkin' and this Hennessy
Is gonna be the d**h of me
And I always thought that you havin' my child was our destiny
But I can't even vibe with you s**ually
Coz every time that I try you will question me
Sayin', "You f**in' them girls, disrespectin' me?
You don't see how your lies is affecting me
You don't see how life was supposed to be
And I never let a n***a get that close to me
And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be
You always gone, you always be where them hoes'll be."
And this the first time she ever spit her soul to me
I f**ed up and I know it G
I guess it's bittersweet poetry