[Verse 1: Joell Ortiz]
The flyer kids used to laugh at me
Mom's tried her best, but we didn't have daddy
My grandmother, she just pa**ed sadly
Couple childhood friends up in Coxsackie
Couple more catnapping under gra** that be
Their spirit keeping this pen and this pad happy
They right there on them stages with me lit up
I ain't give up praying when them hates prayed I give up
Waiting for my spins on the radio to pick up
And that Nissan, Honda, Chevy low waiting on the pick-up
But nah I ain't quit, I'm nasty with the spit
Type you the sh** and tag me cause I'm it
It happened in a flash, they flashin' me their tits
Flashlights pullin' me over cause I'm flashy with the whip
The wheels in motion, chill, I'm coastin', this is real devotion
I was in this booth while y'all was in these clubs on them
[Pre-Hook: Nicki Minaj]
Pills n potions
We're overdosin'
I'm angry but I still love you
Pills n potions
We're overdosin'
Can't stand it but I still love you
[Hook: Nicki Minaj] x2
I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still lo-o-ove
I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
[Verse 2: Nicki Minaj]
Ayo, they could never make me hate you
Even though what you was doin' wasn't tasteful
Even though you out here lookin' so ungrateful
I'mma keep it movin' be cla**y and graceful
I told 'em it's no friends in the game, you ain't learned that yet
All the bridges you came over, don't burn that yet
n***as want respect, but n***as ain't earned that yet
Self-righteous and entitled but they swearin' on the Bible that they love you
When really they no different from all your rivals
But I still don't wish d**h on ‘em
I just reflect on 'em
[Pre-Hook]
[Hook] x2
[Verse 3: Nicki Minaj]
Yo, people will love you and support you when it's beneficial
I'mma forgive, I won't forget, but I'mma dead the issue
Soon as you out a n***a's life is when they start to miss you
They see you doin' good now it's kinda hard to diss you
n***as be sick when they remember all the bad they wished you
n***as be mad when they can't come and live lavish with you
But I sped off in a Benzy
I see the envy when I'm causin' a frenzy
So I pop pills for 'em
Cop cribs in the hills on ‘em
[Pre-Hook]
[Hook] x2
[Bridge: Nicki Minaj]
I get high off your memory
I get high off your memory
I get high off your memory
In due time we'll be fine
In due time
[Hook] x2