This sickness it burns inside me It sticks in my throat I'm gonna choke I cannot speak Besides it runs the fear of the unknown Could this be some reckoning Wrath for wrong I've done, comin' back to haunt me The God I have denied his power shown But now I can't protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest I know that this will have it's way with me For now I choose to go I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow Intentions all fall down My soul has died Now, this will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely If there's a god, he's one I've never seen & now I just lament
Did not held the threat I played the cards that I've been dealt Like putting out the fire with gasoline For when I used I lose won't face the fear of life without something abused That now I'm forced to find another way My show your final show A homicide I tried to warn, you should have known Now I'll take you with me Show you my pain Feed the need it's not greed, I figure so what Can you fix the hole That resides deep in this gut I'll fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait Come & get it, come & get it, get some I feed the need that twists my mind Time & time again blah blah blah come & get it