First he tells you that he love you
Then they ask where you coming from
Like you the only one feeling how you feeling
Then you lie just to make it sound appealing
To him and her and even the family
Just to keep close, just to blow the steam like Stanley
You the one that have to plunge in the back
Praying people in the front don't figure where you at
I get that, used to pray for the feeling, now I miss that
I was stuck for a while, I'll admit it
The same damn thing, did you feel it man, I get it but
I'm past that now, I sip this crown now I mix no sprite
Only sip brown when I'm cooling with my n***as
So b**h go figure, is that kind of night, alright?
I love you, the things that cross my mind
While I'm dying myself
I hate you, these things go through my mind
While I'm dying myself
I f** you, these things run through my mind
While I'm dying myself
I f** you, it's always on my mind
Think I need some help
Maybe if I had some diamond rings and nicer things
And wider cream, smaller dreams, the simple things
It would have brought money more quickly
Maybe they get the picture
But even then still stabbing for my n***as
So I'm always on the phone tryina make 6 figure
'Cause the n***a that got that never been the one to spend it
You get it? Neither do I
The thought suicide for the money
We just call it being hungry nowadays
Every n***a getting paid, just a couple getting laid
If the chest fall right and the dick alright
Can I stay all night?
I can lie pretty well
'Cause you posting all of my songs
Knowing p**y gonna sell
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I love you, the things that cross my mind
While I'm dying myself
I hate you, these things go through my mind
While I'm dying myself
I f** you, these things run through my mind
While I'm dying myself
I f** you, it's always on my mind
Think I need some help