(Humming)
Sad boys
Can I get a hit?
Alright
Yeah Right x4
Steak and sippin lean
Huf socks, no weed
I'm a fashion forward model
And still a cig fiend
But really what I mean
Is that I'm sad
And yes I'm solid
Still a b**h but I'm glad
That I still adore
Another who*e
Would rather be
With him more
I can't
Seem to forget
Now I start
A cigarette
Cleanse my body
Take a rest
Still my ex
Is just the best
Barely eating kate moss
Barely breathing rick rock
Still a psycho k**er
Bruce wayne, kriss crossed
Off the list another hit
To get me through the lost
Sense of sight I still amaze myself
And yet I'm still lost
And 5 or so days
Wouldn't phase
The feeling I've raised
It still pays
Now I'm dead inside
Still you're blind
I'd rather relapse
Take a breath and then die
Would I lie?
Of course but only if
The last I've spoken
In your mind exists
Cut the feeling in my wrist
Let it drain you
This nirvana
Anxious
I'm pissed
And yet I'm still calm
Dead eyes no wrongs
Losing feeling in this song
f** girls at hotels
Man you know the phase
Three ways in the tub
Couple shots than hit the hay
I know that I'm alone
And when I'm getting
Higher than
The stone cold
Not that danny brown
Got the flow
So irresistable
Barely hear a sound
Walking in a white gown
Trippin in the hallways
Blood drippin down my wrists
Now I'm just tryna get away
From the past
Its so damn hurtful
What the hell you
Think I work for?
You got my show for?
Gotta show her
My dick between her
Leave her sore
I barely even know her
And that blaintly it is a shame
Cause the p**y is so good
The best in the game
f** being gay
I am lame
Put her on a leash
Just to keep her tamed
Now this is the part
Where I master
All the flow techniques
Leave weak minded
Souls trapped
At the bottom of my hole
Dark abyss so dark
You could miss
This moment I admit
Take a ticket
First a piss
Tsk
Leaking through my carpet
And I'm not even
Hurt in not the slightest bit
Blinded
By the torture I inform
My ears are what adores
My heart is filling pours
f** coors lighter than the shore
Wearing all black
To match my sense of living
Rather take a bullet
To my dome than be forgiven
For the sins I must admit its
A bad time for all
These teens on alcohol
Bleeding in the restroom
Blood all on my face
I'd rather quit
But I resumed
Save and then repeat
Don't you dare remove my seat
My past is not your f**in business
Less I mention it in a beat
f**in over bullsh**
Done with slitting my wrists
I'm sick of all this horse sh**
I'm sick of all these who*es b**h
I never stop trying
To k** myself I'm sure
I'll die with that wealth
And I keep it all white
Have you even read the help?
Getting through the time
When I should of got kissed
But in 2009
I needed a hospice
Now I'm dead like hopsin
Tonic up in heaven
Lonely in the dust
Of what you were born in
Always fight for my rights
And you know this because
I'm done and dead
In the past malcomn x(use)
I'd rather be the best cause
I'd rather be about myself
Then worry bout that deal
Get my record of your shelf
Smokin down my last pack
Smoking down a ten sack
Can't believe I'm with jack
Making more and more tracks
Mr. white
And j-a-k-o-b
Sour d and jay
We flow better than the sea