[Intro]
J. Nick
My life is a movie
They acting like they knew me
[Verse 1]
But you never really knew me
Now I'm so choosy I'm alone or with the homies
And if you think you know me your thoughts are probably phony
Cuz I did this by my lonely
Speaker still knock R.I.P stay holy
I've come a long way from that stretcher
Never forget redemption day I've never felt better
You can support me like a hanger
And these haters giving middle fingers
Momma said never talk to strangers
But strangers the reasons I'm staying out of danger
Cuz all the music sh** got me feeling crazy
But it calm me down
Then I feel amazing
If I made it
And I pray it
Woah
Look at this flow that I got
Look at this flow that I got
Dudes wanna fight me sorry mom for the stress
But I use all that worry and then after compress
Writing verses filled as many books as the bible
But I knew I had to make every word vital
But the title is Lisa
I will not do one feature
Except Mr. 262
Acting like the radio dude
Everybody now know me and my clique
But I still ain't getting no love like everybody hate chris
But my name's J. Nick
Work hard so I will pay the bills
Instead I spend it on new shoes and females
And new clothes and gold cuz I'm just trynna be fashion goals
Tell me what you see tell me what you know
I'm king of the pawns
k**ing these songs
She queen of the palm
She give me her hand
I tell her hold on
Look where I started
See where I'm headed
Thoughts in a bottle
Minds were beheaded
Imma put your name in an insane asylum
To solve all your problem
Heart so broke not even that could go solved them
I really grew up but I haven't grown old
A lot of weight on me yeah chip on my shoulder
I'm trapped inside but I can move boulders
Oh did he just relate to the bible
Gained a couple of rivals
Pull out your rifles
I'm a man of peace
A man of ease
It's almighty
But that might be me fighting
On the screen watch out for me
I'm storming my homie
Like a tornado when I be performing my homie
All of these dudes transform on me slowly
When you start to shine they all turn to phonies
Weezy said love is in the air so I hold my breath
Not trynna catch feelings or atleast lose what's left
Like where's the ref when you need him?
Cuz I've known that I've won
Somebody hand me a gun
Oh wait I'm not trynna do Shots Fired again
Well atleast till summer
Oops oops oops that's a leak
Put an article on HotNewHipHop for me
Imma stay up late another night
It's too dark where my flash light
Like my heart I'm loosing life
Where she been...not in my sight
But I'm laying here just pondering
Thinking Stevie just wONEdering
In a direction, 5 routes took the easiest one which was fun
Now I look back it was criss crossed, blurred lines all a loss
5 times she fired at me, 5 9s she then smiled me, 45s hide my CDs
Nah nah nah they ain't ready for this...
Playing my music while im trynna ball
Like i'm between J. Cole and John Wall
Dad saying I should be an actuary
Trynna be more than ordinary
It kinda scary
But necessary
I find it funny how easy I can work the instrumental
Like David Chappelle or
Rap about my friends being fake then their parents listen to it
Oh lord I love what i'm doing
Red in to those problems
While I was trynna white em out
Last time I slept more than five
I wasn't alive
I'll run till I die..
Imma get all the digits imma get that on my line
Like 1235789 I skipped 4 and 6 cuz we know she a dime
Oh lord we know she a dime
For all the O's that I blew
And all the X's I miss
Tic Tacing the Flow
I love all this sh**
Look into my heart, I'm falling apart
This is all I got trynna restart
I'm on top of the chart
Rap is a hybrid
No doubt imma drive it
And I'll strive if
You give me the opportunity to do what I do
When I'm all alone up in my room
2nd floor with a view
This is J. Nick if you did not know