[Intro] [Chorus] I don't know what I've been thinking' But lately I just feel like drinkin' I don't know what I've been thinking' Lately I feel like I'm sinking' [Verse: John] I don't know whats going on My whole life I done stayed strong You don't know whats going on You act like I can't do no wrong But I ain't perfect, thats for certain yeah I ain't perfect I'm just a normal person With so much pressure over me All this sh** that you don't see All this sh** that you don't see My whole family counts on me And its so stressful yeah so stressful So much on my brain I feel like I just might go mental yeah And honestly I think about smoking weed But my lil bro look up to me so what I look like smoking weed Plus it ain't me, I just feel like I need something to put my mind at ease cause [Chorus] [Verse: Jake] Sometimes I'm so stressed out That i feel like I'm left out So I just sit around I grab my phone and send some texts out
Like hey baby whats going on I feel like we're losing touch I know that I'm never home so I don't get to see you much You just tryna finish school I'm just tryna get through life With no issues cause I hate it when me and my brother fight Sometimes I just wanna quit maybe I'm just into deep then Sometimes I think about the records its just you and me She asked me if I love her and I said maybe If you knew the sh** thats in my head you'd think I'm crazy and [Chorus] [Bridge] I don't I don't know, no no I don't I don't know, no no no I don't I don't know, no no I don't I don't know, no no no [Outro] Maybe d** will ease the pain Maybe I'm just too insane I don't even understand All the sh** thats on my brain Maybe d** will ease the pain Maybe I'm just too insane I don't even understand All the sh** thats on my brain