Remember scrolling through your emails
The shifting piles of dates and names you don't
Care to deal with or care to remember.
Remember the plastic granite you slop on
Pull forward to and become one with
You
You consuming meatman
Meathands
Meatvein
Meatbrain and
Synapses you remember snapping thru
Firing off and collapsing
Disregarding those whose energy you consider trivial
Or non-essential
As you
Compartmentalize
You want to
Distress so you
So you
You can reorganize.
Politically speaking you've never really felt much
In the same manner every weekend you fumble
To reach yourself out of your pants over your tightening
Waistband
To be unsurprised at reactions and over all
Leaving
Feeling
Empty.
And it's the same wave
That same one
To wake you up
When you need to fall back
when pouring out to the wall
isn't enough any
or I guess
it's become all too much
you realize how much you can feel
how little you want to judge
and how much you will.
you can't write
your pace becomes
where and how if
you were a pen
you would walk the book
that is your life.
finding the last line
can be
All together
we change the case
too many spaces
for more humans to fit.
Adoptions of acronyms.
stop reciting.
receipts we will chase
tax season will end nothing.
money walks away
your mother will be buried.
but you didn't give your own
celebration a thought. if you want to sail off
or you want to be cast off.
do you like who you were?
are you coming to your senses?
are you sorry you were angry?
do want us to talk in past tense?
spitting he was hanged.
laughing she lapped up the last noose juice
and crying across a road
we can finally see why
those yellow lines seem so much smaller when we drive by them.
Captain crunch
this crust punk this
hair styles are my only
way to taste if girls
I like.