[Talking]
Good Evening
{*clears throat*}
Ladies and gentlemen
I'd like to welcome everybody
Please take your seats
Please be seated
We have a great show lined up for everybody tonight
Special guest in the house tonight
Joe Budden, J.Cardim
Let's...GO
[Hook]
A wise man said we all wear a mask
At times keepin it on is too much of a task
Your face on the net, and your life's on blast
It might slip off, you gotta give me a pa**
Sometimes I feel like a man again
But how they dress me don't make me the man I am
Nah the woes dont hamper him
They just lookin' at the clothes on a mannequin
[Verse 1]
Look, look, look
I want the best cars and the best flow
I want the best broads thats how that go
[I mean I want to be a star and collect dough
But even if I had it all it'd be just for show]
I want the diamonds to make my neck glow [Yeah]
Lust for the next ho a love will never let go [Talk to 'em!]
I want to run along from my shortcomings [BUT!]
But I smoke so my breath gonna be short running [OHH!]
I want to be in control, hands on
If I'm the pilot then we will never land wrong [NEVER!]
But I want to have faith, stayin' strong
Take the first step when I ain't got a leg to stand on
I got a lot to give but I want more
With numb thoughts, positive but I'm unsure
On the misplace, getaway and its disarray
And yall don't know the man just what he put on display [OHH!]
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I'm too annoyed to cope, tryna make a livin
Given I dont think that being a dope boy is dope
Out of every story, only 2 end in glory
Who am I to think I'm different than every hustler before me?
If I took my anger, became a g**ner
I would aim to aim my anger at every stranger
Shawty wanna leave, honestly I can't blame her
Say the ones you love the most are always in the most danger
I talk a little slower so you have to hear
Dead man walkin, no tatted tears
Or realest to ever do it, cavalier
Hundred thousand dollar car, with rabbit ears
I don't welcome change even if it help 'em gain
f** a handout, I'd rather be self contained
L.V. everything, lookin' well arranged
Y'all would never know that I'm practicing self restraint
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I been different, never mind I'm just indifferent
Ain't an old timer that would blame it on a skin pigment
Is it my imagination or a slim figment?
Origins ig'nant, probably why im indignant
Look at haters like 'why is it an issue?'
Is it because I'm sober but I'm on a high they can't get to?
God that was rid'culed fightin with his pride and his pit'ful
Guide I was lied as a kid too
Cursin' God out "why he decide to pick dude?"
I big bulls but when I try its abyssmal
Die and keepin everythin inside me a riddle
But they blinded by the condo size and it's sick view
Whys, try and answer the whys
What good is havin eyes when everything you look at you despise? [can
Anybody hear me?]
Or do you need ears when you dont believe anything you hear?
Maybe it's just something in the air
[Hook]