My head hits the pillow [My head hits the pillow
And I don't know where I am now [Where I am now
I close my eyes I feel down [I feel down
Sorrow it's where I drown [It's where I drown]
I see you on the walls [I see you on the walls
But that's just a shadow [But that's just a shadow
Nobody wants me to stay
I'm the friend and the family love in my head
I'm drawing the figures
On the wall like a memory
I need the moon and the night
Cuz' only then I can see right
Cuz' only then I can see light
And fight all the things I don't like
I just wanna stay alive
That's all I want [Want]
That's all I want [Want
That's all I need [Need
Cuz' nobody is here [Cuz' nobody is here
It's all just me [It's all just me]
I don't get no calls [I don't get no calls
While we are in our phones [While we are in our phones
The sh*t don't matter they say
But that sh*t ain't sh*t
That sh*t means a lot [That sh*t means a lot
fu*k what you talk about [fu*k what you talk about
I wanna stay the same [I wanna stay the same
I don't do sh*t for the fame
If you're asking me
I don't think life is a game [Life is a game]
It's funny how you act nice [It's funny how you act nice
Eyes full of black lies [Black lies
I better stay in my mind [I better stay in my mind
I better stay in my peace [I better stay in my peace]
I better fly at night
I better stay high rather than say why
fu*k this life
I love you but I need my time
I hate you cuz' I'm wasting night