Verse 1
Tonight I am thelonious
Glowing of the moon playin tunes I'm the loneliest
Home is where the homies is
But I've grown in a zone where my ego is the thirstiest
Hurts cause all my work has sorta pulled me out my circles man
Used to be so courteous, wonder if I still am
Curious for something more but furious I still am
Can't enjoy the moment cause I'm focused hill, damn
Can I take a moment to say I'm sorry to parties
I've hardly offered a reason for leavin, peaced in the darkness
Believing that me departing was needed to feed my starving
Repeating scenes like I'm screening memento, please it's alarming but look
It's just the tempo I know I should go to blow
But I notice I communicating was something I never chose
Further along I go the harder it is to show, so
I keep it movin on the low I'm alone, uh
Chorus (Justin Austin)
Can I beg em to stay while
I figure it out ah
Can I beg em to stay
I Been thinking bout my problems lately
Maybe, I need to make a change (2x)
Can I beg em to stay while
I figure it out?
Verse 2
Back to the grindstone
My home, need to reach another mile stone
I know I'm backin out a whole lot
Cold and hot always straying to my best spot
My best shot is to do this right here and now
My idols movin I can't breath unless I chase em down
Take it or leave it I need it, there's no hand me downs
See it believe, it achieved, there no wait around
So I'm down gotta cancel on this other crowd
The 1st time it's whatever prolly a problem now
If I do it do I do it it through a call or text?
Only human feeling stressed so shoot a text
Smh gotta lie once again
Cause the truths I prioritize my work over friends
Now invites are less often
Made the bed gotta lay in my coffin
Chorus (Justin Austin)
Can I beg em to stay while
I figure it out ah
Can I beg em to stay
I Been thinking bout my problems lately
Maybe, I need to make a change (2x)
Can I beg em to stay while
I figure it out?