I'd like to think of a different life
Without this constant confusion
Today is the day where I hold this truth
And I will walk through this hell untouched
They say that second thinking makes us wise
But this pause in my nature neglects what's right
So afraid to speak
Pivots in our world swing and sway
Just the beauty lay between
This judgment of heart and head
I have to ask, it is the fear that holds me back?
Show me who I am
And what will I learn from this?
Alone with myself again
This boy craves an answer, I demand
Id be fine with knowledge that supports my demise
Or even words of gold and wisdom, things I never had
So afraid to speak
Pivots in our world swing and sway
Just the beauty lay between
This judgment of heart and head
Young and false but the feeling still resides
I have to ask, it is the fear that holds me back?
Show me who I am, and what will I learn from this?
What will I learn from this?
I have a purpose
I have a meaning
This life is calling
I will wait
I will wait
I'll take my time
I'll wait for this to clear
Open is my mind
For any a**umption
To present and reside
I'm not just falling anymore
Sleep well, for you are weightless
You are shameless, find this for yourself