[Verse]
This sh**'s stressful, everyone depending on me
I could get k**ed in the day, cause I'm still in the streets
Tryna make a way for errbody, we all gotta eat
When it's time to bust some muh, you gotta keep it descrete
I just grab my 40 Glock and I get on my knees
I ask the Lord for forgiveness, cause I didn't believe
I been lost so many n***as, that it filled me with grief
My broski dead and my face I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep
Yeah, dis streets then f**ed me up, I live my life seek convinces
I don't give a f**, dem bullets hitting n***as and b**hes
Still going through this struggle, b**h we trapped in the trenches
And still got my daughter errthing she wanted for christmas
And when I look at her she smile and that's the reason I'm living
I'm tryna touch dem M's, errday Thanksgiving
Popping pills like M&M's, got a young n***a trippin'
Main n***a acting tough, be the main n***a snitchin'
Think about when you was broke, who was the main n***as with you?
It was me and Mikey Dollaz, robbin' n***as is a stick up
Shawties hop about tha pickup, with them sticks tough tryna hit sum
So much money to be made, I.L Will just tryna get sum
n***a lit right now, so I'm lurking with a mask off
CPDK, f** a n***a with a banjo
You only wanna see us black people with their head stoned
Ridin' with my n***as, I don't care if it was dead wrong
I will pop off at your front door, n***a ding-dong
Mean with the beam, lemon squeez, we can get it on
All my n***as Gs, real n***as ain't go never fall
Broke my heart to find out a couple n***as ran me too
What you now but trappin' in the winter and your toes cold
Three socks, runnin' from the cops on a long road
I swear to god, I don't rap 'bout sh**, that I don't know
I just seen a couple bandz and a n***a then been dead broke
I hit my momma hand, I'm the man I gotta hold the low
Sometime it's so much on my brain that it might overload
Only thing that help a n***a, I get my daughter and hold her close
My Baby and my music, only thing that keep me holdin' on
I hope you get the message, cause this ain't no ordinary song
Have you ever been in a crap but you felt alone
Everyday stressin', but pretending that it's nothing wrong
It's f**ed up in the streets and your b**h trippin' once you make it home
No time for these b**hes, rap about it in my songs
So I ain't lying to these b**hes
Imma go out and get it, I don't rely on these b**hes
And my homies got faith, they say that I'm gon' be the ticket
But I been rappin' for so long, that I did thought about quittin'
I also made alot of money, I could flex on you n***as, LA with MTV
Spike Lee took me to dinner, but I'm still in the hood
So how the f** am I a winner? I guess it's cause I lost my faith
But everybody is a sinner, I been going through this pain, it cut me deeper than a splitter
I really played with c**aine, you other rappers just pretenders, really blamm with them thangs
Mask up and handle business, Komak runnin' through my veins
Yeah I go crazy 'bout my n***as, I be yelling it's a stain while I'm grippin' on my pistol
Baby G up on my face, god why you take my n***a? I just roll a backwood, I gratuaded from the swishers
I used to have a family, until they knocked me off the picture
Now it's just my momma, my big sister and lil sister
I accept the fact Imma rapper and dope pusher
And Imma go hard, cause I know that the world looking
I.L