This is the Autobiography of SHEFNI CUMMINGS May the lord protect me as the world gets hecticMy voice projected my life reflected
Daddy was a crack fiend
2 in the morning had us running down the street like a track team
When he burnt the house down n my mother was in itHow could I forget it the, pain infiniteShes my queen and I ain't even British
Shes the only reason that I went to school and I finished
She told me that I had talent
Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent
She saw something in me that, until this day I don't know if I could be dat
But I'm a die tryin and when I'm done cryinGrab the ironAnd black out like I'm retiring
Nightmares of you k**ing my mother
The reason that I sleep with my head under the coversN shoulda thrown a book at, ch'you cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at ch'you
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
Damn I wanna run to youHold you n kiss you tell you how I miss youThought I would have a son for youBut now it's official it's over and I can't let you goBut I gotta let you know all the sh** I did make it feel like I'm dyin real slow,cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angryYou was my friend and my man and my daddy,You was there when that b**h tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had meCause of you all them chicks couldn't stand meSo why hurt you that's the questionIt took this long for me to learn my lessonCause now all I want is peace and get dramaI finally understand the true meaning of karma
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected
May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected