(True Emotion)
[Verse1]
Burn on my nose from the Amyl (ouch)
I never sleep but I do (pa** out)
With or without a script
I take a Vali hit then I don't do sh**
I sit and I sit and I sit
And I sip and I sip and I sip (10 milligrams down)
Yeah I got credit but I do not text
I'm only good for emotionless s**
That's why the DM is always un-opened
I isolate my depression swollen
I learnt sh** when I was a kid
Yeah I really needed it then
Mechanism for to cope with
Same way daddy took a coke hit
Hail stone, I was born cold
Illinois cold, Illinois cold
[Hook]
I still, I live like a ghost even though I got out
Of a place that nobody remember about
Faded I'm fading your waiting but don't
Want me to change but I promise I won't
Tried once but I'm down now
Took years now, just to live down
All the fear now, no lies now
Like how I'm even really here now?
[Verse 2]
Sun shine so loud here
Not a single rain cloud
I'm not from around here
You know I'm not from around here
Still in the trailer park state of mind
Some things are hard to leave behind
I wish we had a fast car
I wish - but we didn't so it went like
Real dad dead so that's done
New dad has a job new dad has a truck
Mama had a second son
New dad do blow but he don't shoot up
Grandma don't like new dad
Mama gotta bruise shaped like dads hands
Dad keep losing his patience
Everyday mama wearing more foundation
Everybody knows but nobody gonna say
[Hook]
I still, I live like a ghost even though I got out
Of a place that nobody remember about
Faded I'm fading your waiting but don't
Want me to change but i promise I won't
Tried once but I'm down now
Took years now, just to live down
All the fear now, no lies now
Like how I'm even really here now?