[Chorus]
Ain't nothing like the first time I met you
Or the first time I got you on my bed
The first time you gave me head
First time, you made me feel dead like I'm and alive at the same time
You ain't nothing like the first time I met you
Ain't nothing like the first time I got you on my bed
The first time you gave me head
First time, you made me feel like I'm dead and alive at the same time
You ain't nothing like the first time
[Verse 1]
Ay yo, tell me what's on your mind
I hope it's me
Because I envision your face when I write my poetry
Or when I smoke this poteing tree
I ramble on about you uncontrollably
Because sh** ain't how it's supposed to be
I finally accepted, that It'll never be perfect
The lightweight isn't worth it
I know this now for certain
But I'll never close the curtains, I want the show to go on
It's crazy
I think I love you more than having my own songs
But, in spite of your greatness, I'm really starting to hate this
You know what I showed you is real
I just wish you would embrace this
[Verse 2]
I don't blame you
I know you got your demons
I don't even get much sleep, but I suppose I'll keep on dreaming
I didn't want to visit you, I knew that I'd be leaving
Just like you did, but I know you got your reasons
I, miss you for seasons, moments, down to the seconds
I played with the fire that I knew shouldn't mess with
Now I, treat every girl with the intentions of just f**ing
They tell me that they love me
But I literally feel nothing
And the f**ed up part about that
Is that I don't even care
I try to cherish the words with my heart
But there's nothing there
[Verse 3]
I guess I, lost my way, somewhere along the way
I think I'll write you all these songs
'Til I have nothing left to say
And it's crazy
I'm writing this song, while you're right in front of me
I really wish you were in love with me
[Johnny Santos]
I wish, you were, far away
So this k**s the awkwardness
It's worse in the end
What you truly think about me (about me)
It's like I'm dragging an anchor without the string
Can't you tell I'm terrified
(Can't you tell I'm terrified)
To play games, (play games)
Let me explain
All this [?] drips on your main frame
Not even a search engine could [?]
If first impressions last forever
Then there's nothing left
Nothing like the first
There's nothing like the first time
There's nothing like the first time
There's nothing like the first time