[Verse 1]
I been looking forward to my life changing
Circle getting smaller
I don't like strangers
Doctors had me on meds as a teenager
Homies morphing on me like the green ranger
I was running from something, young and I was coming from nothing
In the last year I got a hundred new colors
I been hanging with the vultures and swimming with the sharks
Just to get to the light I had to go through the dark yeah
I took my vices and I turned em into strengths
Took my talent and I channeled all my angers
sh** for granted all the beauty and the pains
So that's why I took all your hate and then return it with the thanks
There ain't sh** that you can say to me
I been living crazily
I ain't slowing down if you miss it well then pray for me
Wouldn't change a thing not the struggles with the pain
Cuz everything I went through, that's what made me me
[Chorus]
I don't what to think anything when living this life
Ouuuuuu
And I...I'm forcing myself to receive the proudest life
On the other side
[Verse 2]
Everybody go through pain, you got to keep fighting
Wrestling the pen everytime that I'm writing
Every dollar in my pocket was earned by being righteous
If you never been through a struggle the we have no alikeness
I don't ever hide sh**
Tell her that [?] miss
Lost family and friends to this shady a** business
Everything I'm drinking on the rocks I don't mix sh**
Momma told me if it ain't broke don't fix it
Use to care what people think
I'm just living my life
Excuse me I get loose when I'm sipping this wine
It's always been something that made me feel different inside
I use to run from it now I'm just embracing the ride
Started loosing my family
Started loosing my grip
Now I'm making more than my teachers who told me to quit
Use to rock a couple of shirts with some dirty a** kicks
Now I don't even pack bags when I'm going on trips
[Chorus]
I don't what to think anything when living this life
Ouuuuuu
And I...I'm forcing myself to receive the proudest life
On the other side
By establishing that foundation
building that f**ing house before you get there
I know a lot of these clowns who race right to the
top and they are there and they k**ing it and they got millions of dollars, millions of this, millions of that
Whatever the f** it is, that
But at the end of the day man when that wave is out
No one gives a f**
You might have money financially to continue your life
But you not going to die from [?]
[Chorus]
I don't what to think anything when living this life
Ouuuuuu
And I...I'm forcing myself to receive the proudest life
On the other side