{Chorus}
I'm so numb
Can't see, can't stand
Said she'd be with me
But she fu*ked another man
Stole my first kiss
Crushed my heart in her hands
I got tears in my eyes
I don't wanna love again
All I feel is pain
So much sh*t is in my head
Might as well kill myself
I'm better off dead
No-one wants me around
So I lay in my bed
I make music all alone
So I don't feel all the dread
{Verse}
fu*k me, in the moonlight
You wanna touch me
And that's alright
She wanna fall in love
But give me up
I never gave you up
Or gave a fu*k
Please don't go
I want you around
Yeah my life is a mess
And I always feel down
But when I'm with you
I always feel great
But you do not love me
And I guess that's okay
What does it take
For you to love me?
Take me away
Demons haunt me
I always feel pain
Don't try to stop me
I'll fade away
You saw this coming
{Chorus}
I'm so numb
Can't see, can't stand
Said she'd be with me
But she fu*ked another man
Stole my first kiss
Crushed my heart in her hands
I got tears in my eyes
I don't wanna love again
All I feel is pain
So much sh*t is in my head
Might as well kill myself
I'm better off dead
No-one wants me around
So I lay in my bed
I make music all alone
So I don't feel all the dread