Verse 1
Still not real to me
Still feels like your here-really
And i don't mean lingering eerily
Just life keeps going by easily
Like your still away on holiday
Cause everyday all is okay
And thats something i feel ashamed to say
Cause since that may, should be dismayed
Makes me thinks i don't miss you
Till i realise it's not true
Being fine with life's no issue
In fact its even more credit to you, break through
Maybe i can be alright with that
Cause you provided my habitat
So enjoying myself theres no harm in that
Won't watch the way i act like I'm a democrat
Know whatever i do id make you proud
Which endeavour i choose, who I'm around
Whether its with sound, like i do now
In the background or world renowned
Never thought i could deal with this
Now the thing i love helps me deal with it
I channel you through my music
And help someone else to deal with there sh**
I know that I will still miss you
Sometimes i still need a tissue
On nights that are hard to get through
Never appreciated when you come to my room
Just to make me kiss you
Yet unfortunately life continues
Even though sometimes i don't want it to
And i feel more than just blue
When depression sets in it can take a hold
Makes me think i don't want to grow old
Life being cruel is the only thing I know
When I'm in that state i just can't be told
But then i come back again
When i channel those feeling through my pen
Whether I'm writing angry like an argument
To ignite the fire inside like an arsonist
Or calm and collected
To make sure the words are effective
To break me from the dark place I'm in after feelings have manifested
So i say some words to get me out that place
Like a prayer but you know i don't have faith
Came to me one night, so appropriate
So these words to you, i dedicate
Chorus
People don't die
But the they don't go to heaven
The memory's that are in my mind
The legacy they leave behind
People don't die
But the they don't go to heaven
The memory's that are in my mind
The legacy they leave behind
Which lets them live on
Which lets them live on
Which lets them live on
Which lets them live on
Verse 2
Been over a year without you here
d**h is something I no longer fear
No longer scare that if i disappear
Id leave nothing behind to be revered
And recently my mind is clear
As long as i persevere
With what ever i do, whatever my career
Make sure I'm being honest and sincere
As longs as one person feels inspired
That should be all thats required
Fame and wealth isn't what is desired
Cause i once heard a phase that should be admired
Life is a river , And people are the pebbles
Thrown into the water, Creating ripples
Effect the water around them, flowing from the middle
Till the current takes over, allowing the water to settle
The moment is fleeting
Which adds beauty to the meaning
Can't stop the ravine careening
The only thing i need is
For people know
To throw more stones
Once I go