I dress myself in thoughts I can't remember when this suit was warm Probably way back sometime before my shoes were torn So many times I've tried to walk the line And now my feet are blue I spilled my guts over beats – nothing left for me to do Won't write a happy song Until someone gives me a reason to See life is cruel and mean What's the point of the pursuit of dreams? When the future seems only dreadful and stinking And all I ever got was a head full of thinking Devils and demons are teaming up With broken dreams and boredom I'm tired of fighting this battle alone Please give me something that will rattle my bones And also make me feel just safe and sound Like the ba** from Meditative Sounds that shakes the ground And to all my friends who're still bombing with style Just want to let ‘em know I'll come back every once in a while You can call me juvenile And say you think I'm never growing up But you don't look a day over Drinking beer and throwing up (Hook 2x) Look clouds are gathering way up ahead But we don't worry now ‘cause we've got roof above our heads At least we think so – maybe the future will show That it's weakening and leaking in – well soon we'll know Some would say this game has gone too far
I kept aiming for the stars I knew what I was playing from the start The show is over now remains but the coldest part The jury's final verdict – who will win the golden heart? And even if I fail it was worth every minute spent Can you blame me for dreaming? Tom says I'm innocent Been down this road and know it like the back of my hand Tell me to act like a man but damn I've got to find peace And the bottom line is – I feel like sh** – de ja vu They say I must pay my dues So they pepper spray my wounds Guess I'm a slow healer – used to be loud and proud Damn those were the days for now I'm just down and out See life's a dirty job – I'm not sure if I'm competent And my heart's on vacation on a different continent I watched the train leave – it went rolling on it's track And there's a strong possibility it won't be coming back (Hook 2x) Look clouds are gathering way up ahead But we don't worry now ‘cause we've got roof above our heads At least we think so – maybe the future will show That it's weakening and leaking in – well soon we'll know (Outro 2x) I'm afraid it will be rain tonight Lightening strikes with all its might Sun and sky will soon be out of sight Right – there's no use putting up a fight