Down in the abyss
Of my soul
It was hidden for so long
A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange f**ed up feeling
Known so well
I found out that I hate this life in anger
I found out that I love this life in war
This life in anger is what I love
This life in war is what I hate
Can't you understand my fear of the future
Can't you understand this absurd despair
This is what corrodes my insides
This is what destroys my f**in' mind
Can't escape of these two sides
Soon they'll f**in'make me blind
You've been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don't bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine
Down in the abyss
Of my soul
It was hidden for so long
A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange f**ed up feeling
Known so well
This is hell!!!
Raped, no story to tell
Strange but known so well
Forgotten but always here
Reality, you are my fear
You've been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don't bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine